I wish for a lot of things but mostly, I just wish for this.
Calvin Harris - Thinking About You (feat. Ayah Marah)
Most days I just don’t want to believe it so I leave it gnawing in the back of my mind, slowly eating away at my patience and comfort. I find no solace in being better, more frequent, or current. I am only followed by the shadow of actions years passed that I could not control. There will always be something rotting in the past, tainting the now.